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Some details about me..
I'm Chinese, but I live and grew up in Indonesia. I spent my study years from primary to High school in Indonesia. I continued my university and got my BA Degree from LASALLE - SINGAPORE!
My Hobbies consist of SHOPPING!!! Time with Family! Travelling! and I love to watch movies!! Any movies... I love to try everything that is new to me at least once in my life. I'm like most Teenagers! I Party, I drink, BUT I don't do Drugs!

I am currently 21 years old girl and in the music industry. I don't really love what I do. I do this because I got no other choice that  is better than this. What else is better? Sit, listen to some music, do some stuff, raise your voice a bit for sometimes, and there money coming to you. HAHA!!


My Motivation
My FAMILY!
They support me up to now.. Love! Food! Place to stay! Money! Money! Money!!
YEahh.... SO I WILL SUCCESS no matter what..
I will earn alot lot lot of money..
I want to buy a house for my parents.
I want to buy a car which my parents like!
I want to buy a diamond for my mom!
I want to give my parents a trip to travel around the world!
I want to show them that I am the best! hahaha
Even though now, they mistaken me for so many things.
Since I got alot of secret not to tell them.
But because i want to give them surprise..
I know some of the things i mention above is abit too hard for me to achieve now.
BUT I am sure there is one day I will!!!
SO!!!!! Let's work hard!!!!!


My FRIENDs!
I got a very much that we called it as EGO!!
I LOVE MY FRIENDS and I always want to be the first one for them think about.
Even though i know I am wrong in some way some times.
ALot of things happened in my life because of friends.
I got a STRESS easily because of friends.
I cried alot because of friends.
I fucked up alot because of friends.
But still they are the one who give me test at this world.. to make me stronger haha
i mean sth that i need to face, to make me stronger! wiser! and hmm.. I dont know.
For all of my friends, I am sorry if sometimes I am too overboard.
BUT this is me.. I hope you all could understand!
And I am REALLY SORRY!!
REally really Sorry..
From my deepest deepest sincerity of heart.
I AM SORRY for what ever stupid things I did before.. :)
Thx for all of you which were my friends are my friends and will be my friends..


My Mr.RIGHT!
I like people easily! yet I get bored easily! haha..
OLD STORY isn't it?
BUT now im stuck with that one person Mr.R!
WTH!!! Omg! I dont know if there will be a future for me and him or not!
But for now i got so little confident that there will be a future for us!
I got no trust in him anymore..
I want to hate him but I can't! oh SHit! why I keep using HATE word now!!
aarrghh.....
I hope I could just figure it out soon!!!
STH! It has been almost 3 years since my status is SINGLE!
It is all because of HIM!!!! Im keep waiting for him!!
since I always want HIM to be mine!!
aaahh...... wtf!!!!!!!

I skipped so many chances! only because of HIM!!
SOmetimes I feel like... (Actually almost everytime for now)
I feel that I become a choice for him..
BUT he is not a choice for me! since I choose him..
I told my self to get up and start a new page! but hell!! it is so difficult!!!!!!!!
BUT.. again must thank him.. because of him I know wth is love!
how is the pain! how to cherish!
eventhough! i got no idea what is our status is!!
BUT FOR NOW ME N HIM!! WE ARE JUST FRIEND!!
THats all..
So after today!! im going to hunt for a new guy!
hahaha HUNT!!! Just kidding...
will come back to update!

Something I'm Proud of..
I am proud since I am 21 and I earn more than all of my friend I am suree of it!
BUT I spend more than them also! hahaha...
I am proud as I am.. Eventhough I got nthg much to proud of..
Maybe others think of quite alot of thing that I could proud of.
But for me is just normal..
So Lets enjoy this life to the MAX!!
STUDY HARD! I did it

PARTY HARD! I do it still
PLAY HARD! I do it still
WORK HARD! I hope I will hahahaha