Thursday, May 19, 2011

Fashion Bird Photoshoot


Did some photoshoot, 


Theme : Fashion Bird



Photographer by: Maggie Wong
Assistant photographer: Herbert Johan



Special thanks to the amazing MUA: Steven Leonard (BRAVO JOB AS USUAL!)
Assistant MUA: Evalia Cuaca (lots of thanksssss ^^)



Here is the result of me and my 2 sisters :)



Angela Tjonadi


Angelin Tjonadi

Angel Tjonadi

Tired of this life...

What happened to my life?
Everything feel so empty.


Idup bner2 kayak roda. kadang di atas kadang di bawah.
and now i'm feeling so down..
I don't know what to do with my life.
Rasanya seperti ga punya masa depan.
N i got no power and courage to face tmrw.


Idup terasa beratttt dan susah banget!!!


For my entire life..
This is already my 3rd time feeling so super down.
But this time it feels really2 hard!!


I can fake a smile to people. but deep inside - OMG! i feel that i want to explode..
But i dont even know what problems that i have???


WORK? - i can say it is not so hard! but its so boring...
FAMILY? - i miss my dad a lot!! wish he's still here... together with us!
LOVE? - so tired of being an option. There are still so much guys outside. But i cant move on yet! YET! and that's mean soon!! 
FRIENDS? - there are so many fake friends out there.. i don't even know which one to believe which one not!


So!!! what happened to my life? I cant enjoy my life fully since my dad passed away!


I suddenly got so much responsibility to take care of! 


God! guide me! give me a way out from all these things!!! i don't know what to do! and i'm so tired!




Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Friendship never dies :)

We graduated our high school time in year 2006.
Now we are already in 2011.. 5 years had passed.
Almost all of us had finished our university year.
We had our own job and different life already.
But friendship will never dies. 


My best friend, 8-SiS. WE knew each other since junior high school and created our group 8-sis.
HAHA i know it sounds a bit cheesy. but yeahhh FRIENDS.
Our life wont be so colorful and meaningful without friends. Of course i know family comes first.
We had known each other and been together for more than 10 years.
And i hope we will be friends forever. :)


9th May.. Cynthia came back to MEdan because her Grandpa passed away. ( i know its not a good thing)
But on the other hand. it is the first time after so many years we all gather again, even Inggrid was not in MEdan.She is still in Australia. :(


We dont have much time together but at least we catch up somehow. 


And here some pictures on 11th May, the day Cynthia need to go back to Jakarta. WORK WORK WORK

Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing.

Friday, March 18, 2011

SHE LOOKS LIKE ME!!!!!! !!!!!

My other half! HAHAA...
My friend, Marco Ulunk send me a picture of his friend from BAndung...
80% of her face looks like me! HAHAHA

it is very funny!!! I dont know which part is similar..
but when the first time i saw this picture.. i laughed out so so loud!!

and also my friends n my sisters when i put this picture on my bbm!!!!
nobody believe if it is me coz im not that slim! AHHAHAHAHA
OKAY! that's the joke for today :)


Monday, March 7, 2011

Time passed so fast!

2011 IS HERE!!!!!!!!!

6th March 2011
5 years passed so fast since I graduated from my high school..
Met some high school friends. But in the end, some never turned up! hahaa..
Is okay since we had plan to do a more official reunion end of this year...
Here some pictures :):)


It was NICE to met old friends... Hope to see the others too... SOON!!!!! 

Sunday, February 6, 2011

The day u leave us, Dad...

3rd January 2011

I woke up around 2pm, a call from my mom. She is crying and shouting that my dad pass out. I was shocked but i tried to calm down and ask her to call ambulance. Everything seems so empty to me at that moment. Harta, my housemate looked at me and asked me what happened. Everything so sudden and I don’t believe what I just heard. I waited again for my Mom’s call and get shower directly and pack some clothes to fly back to Indo. I asked Harta to check for ticket and my friend’s from Batam to see if there is any flight for me to catch to fly back to Medan as soon as possible.


20-30 minutes later, I received another call from my Mom telling me if my Dad had passed away. I felt my heart suddenly stop beating, I was hoping if all of these things were only a dream. Everything was not real!! The person I love the most, the person I respect the most, the person I would give my everything to even my life, He is not longer here and I was not there at the last moments of his life. I felt so useless and worthless. BUT WHY?
Why must he left so early? He was physically healthy. He was never sick. I lost my everything today. My life felt so empty, but I need to be strong for my Mom and two little sisters.
 
 
God! Please bless my family. Make my Mom stronger and more patience. Make her wiser and be more independent. Lead Her to a better life and open Her eyes. Her heart was too hard for others to go through. I wish She will not have more people who dislike her or hate her. Bless my sisters so that they can be successful. Lead my family to a better life even without my dad in this world!

Sometimes life may be not fair. Maybe we think it is  not fair. 

But just remember, whatever things that happened to us.
God already plans us the better future.
Whatever bad things happened to us, there will be something for us in the future.
Always believe in God and try your best to leave our life.
God will always be with us.

And I believe even my dad is not here with me anymore.
I am sure he is still watching over me and my family from above.
So I am going to continue to do the best I can to make Him proud of me.
I am still going to be the best daughter He had ever have...

God please take care of my Dad

Dad! please rest in peace.
I am going to take care whatever you left behind and I am ready to responsible for our family.
I won't dissapointed you. But please help me from above! Guide me! and one more thing, 
please make Mom to be a person who can accept what others comments and suggestions :)
and Thanks for whatever you gave to me and whatever you did for me. I love u always!