SHE LOOKS LIKE ME!!!!!! !!!!!

My other half! HAHAA...

My friend, Marco Ulunk send me a picture of his friend from BAndung...

80% of her face looks like me! HAHAHA

it is very funny!!! I dont know which part is similar..

but when the first time i saw this picture.. i laughed out so so loud!!

and also my friends n my sisters when i put this picture on my bbm!!!!

nobody believe if it is me coz im not that slim! AHHAHAHAHA

OKAY! that's the joke for today :)

Time passed so fast!

2011 IS HERE!!!!!!!!!

6th March 2011

5 years passed so fast since I graduated from my high school..

Met some high school friends. But in the end, some never turned up! hahaa..

Is okay since we had plan to do a more official reunion end of this year...

Here some pictures :):)

It was NICE to met old friends... Hope to see the others too... SOON!!!!! 

The day u leave us, Dad...

3rd January 2011

I woke up around 2pm, a call from my mom. She is crying and shouting that my dad pass out. I was shocked but i tried to calm down and ask her to call ambulance. Everything seems so empty to me at that moment. Harta, my housemate looked at me and asked me what happened. Everything so sudden and I don’t believe what I just heard. I waited again for my Mom’s call and get shower directly and pack some clothes to fly back to Indo. I asked Harta to check for ticket and my friend’s from Batam to see if there is any flight for me to catch to fly back to Medan as soon as possible.


20-30 minutes later, I received another call from my Mom telling me if my Dad had passed away. I felt my heart suddenly stop beating, I was hoping if all of these things were only a dream. Everything was not real!! The person I love the most, the person I respect the most, the person I would give my everything to even my life, He is not longer here and I was not there at the last moments of his life. I felt so useless and worthless. BUT WHY?
Why must he left so early? He was physically healthy. He was never sick. I lost my everything today. My life felt so empty, but I need to be strong for my Mom and two little sisters.
  
God! Please bless my family. Make my Mom stronger and more patience. Make her wiser and be more independent. Lead Her to a better life and open Her eyes. Her heart was too hard for others to go through. I wish She will not have more people who dislike her or hate her. Bless my sisters so that they can be successful. Lead my family to a better life even without my dad in this world!

Sometimes life may be not fair. Maybe we think it is  not fair. 
But just remember, whatever things that happened to us.
God already plans us the better future.
Whatever bad things happened to us, there will be something for us in the future.
Always believe in God and try your best to leave our life.
God will always be with us.

And I believe even my dad is not here with me anymore.
I am sure he is still watching over me and my family from above.
So I am going to continue to do the best I can to make Him proud of me.
I am still going to be the best daughter He had ever have...

God please take care of my Dad

Dad! please rest in peace.
I am going to take care whatever you left behind and I am ready to responsible for our family.
I won't dissapointed you. But please help me from above! Guide me! and one more thing, 
please make Mom to be a person who can accept what others comments and suggestions :)
and Thanks for whatever you gave to me and whatever you did for me. I love u always!

Another PHUKET Trip

I am going to Phuket again tonight...
for 3 nights only. and i hope that my flight won't be delay when i need to go back..
I will drop at my home put my luggages and chiong to REbEL this sat midnight..
hahaha....


Still very xian... coz i need to work later at 3 pm.. before i go to airport at 6pm..
and now is 430 am in the morning and its raining..
and i can't sleep... :(

SUPER SINFULL!!!!

aAHHH!! REMEMBER!! i am on diet!!!
BUT.... 9th July I ate 3 slices of pizza.... FFFFFFFF
10th July 1 bowl of wasabi chips while watching soccer!!!!! Arghh................
11th July I ate almost 1 portion of rice! shiT!!! rice.... aakkkhhhh plus double turkey bacon without the burger with cheese!! SHIT!!! i am so so so so so so so REGRET!!!! hahaha

So today gonna make it up by GYM!!!! GYM  !!! GYM!!!! aahh.. so regret!!!!
after 20 days....



BTw, I decided to go with Shannon to Phuket again....
This end of July.. Hope it will be FUN...
NO!! IT MUST BE FUN!!!!! hahaha............


Okay 7am now... got to get ready for GYM! hahahahaha

DIET TIME!!!!!!

24th June 2010 - first day diet!!!

Today. 56.5 kgs!!! OMG!! and i got 27.8% of FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

AAAAAAAARghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

Start with Yong Tao Foo all veggies and no fried thingy...

Hmm..... very super duper healthy rite??? NExt day.. COD GAME!!! omg!!!!!

Ahh..... That was my first and will be my last I HOPE!!!!

Next day.. was busy teaching whole day..

and i bought small veggies from chicken rice store at foodcourt.

HEALTHY!!! fish soup!! no rice no noodle NOTHING!! Just veggies and some slice of FISH!!

AND CHILI!!! my lovely chili!!!! U are my hero of the day! LOL

The next day it is worst!!! HAHA

BEan sproutssss alot alot alot....

veggies and veggies!!!!!!!

no meat at all!! nothing!!! veggies and soup!!!! clear soup!!!

and i really mean it!!! water plus salt! hahahaha

Went for acupuncture .. SLIMMING! and Detox! haha

Went for HAIR EXTENSION again!!!!

See see....  LOL

Hmmm..... I am 54.5 now.!!!!!!

Still another 8-10 more kgs.. hahahaha I WISH!

Fall in love with salad from Cedele! today was Caesar SAlad plus clam chowder soup!

small one okay!! SMALL one.....

Dinner clam chowder soup at TGI!!! 

it was damn salty!!! plus....

Chicken breast Caesar salad...

And it was super duper salty as well!!

I cant finish it ...... DAMN SALTY!!!

I got no weight scales at home.. :(

My eight days... SALAD again from cedele with pumpkin. PLUS wild mushroom soup!!

REMEMBER!! Small one...

For dinner I ate another mushroom at xinwang!!!

It tastes awe full !

First and last order for me too!!!!

(i didn't take a picture! i was too hungry LOL!!!)

1am now.. i am HUNGRY!!!!

cook some dou-miao.! 

I need chili!! but.. chili also got oil!!!

At last... clear soup dou miao... haizz....

by this time... I WISH I WAS AT 52 :(

GOD!!!!!!! make me slim!!!!!!!

back like last time when i was 45-46 !!!!!

I NEED TO LOOSE WEIGHT!!!!!!!

GO GO GO!!!! HAHAHAA

Jakarta Trip! 13th-20th June 2010

Alot of things problems and blablabla happened lately!!!
I dont know if im d one who are to emotional.. to sensitive or whatever u call it!!!
Hmm....
In some way i think that i was wrong! but in some other way, there is not totally my fault haha...
Who cares!!!!!


I dont know what got into me..
I suddenly decided to go to jakarta..
Most of the things happened in JAkarta, most of them are quite fun.
But there are some sad part.. I could say I got the other episode of drama there :(
I AM A DRAMA QUEEN!!! haiz....


I got no idea which part I should write here..
JAKARTA .. all about food! pool!
I watched a movie there too.. TOY STORY3.. It is SAD!!!


Went to Equinox / X2. for Winsent Papan and CEleste birthday.
GEt to know some new friends.
Get to meet Robin and Deddy as well..
Went to a STRIP club too.. I think the Club name is FLIRT.. I am not so sure..

WAtch Football with Emi, Andysen, Itung, Joe..




Did some stupid things with (hmm hmm hmm)....
Hope I won't do it again.. DASAR PELAMPIASAN!!!! woot..zzz......

After club, Joe need to fly to US.. :(
Gonna miss u .. and I really mean it..
SABAR SABAR...


"Like This!" new slogan for us! hahahaha
Thanks to Facebook! hahahahaa


Spend 4.1 million Rupiah for a stupid ticket to return back to Singapore.
JETSTAR SUCKS!! and They suck my money!!!!
THE DELAY FLIGHT!!! DAMN!!!!!
But, because of the flight delay.. I got to meet ROBIN! THanks Robin for picking me up at the airport~~~~


Thanks Deddy for accompanying me the day after.
HAHAHA!!!!

Thanks to all friends in Jakarta who spend their times with me..


Back from JAKARTA! i gain 3 kgs. Thanks to JOe and Emi..
NOW I REALLY die die must diet!!!!! omg!!!
I AM SO SO SO SO SO FAT!!!!!!!!!!